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Name: stephanie
Country: Ukraine
Metro: Donets'k
Birthday: 9/2/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: God,Church,Life,Love,
Music,Theater,Poetry,
Painting,
Writing,
Art,Books,Guitars,Bass,
Drums,
History,English, Friends,
Family,Dogs,
and the cutiest animal in the
whole world, TURTLES!!
Expertise: laughing :)
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  steph090289
AIM:  LoLtilitHurts08
Member Since:
3/26/2005
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| I haven't been on here since '06? Dang. Poor xanga, no one loves you anymore. Well, I've had this thing since I was freshmen in high and now I am a senior! It seems so long ago. Life is simple for me now. Well, as simple as it can get. | | |
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Hey yall ... I need help. I really need some help ... I can't really handle anything right now ... since my 16th birthday (September 2, 2005) things have really sucked at my house and it keeps getting worse and worse and I am so tired of crying (which I am doing right now). I am so confused about everything and I feel really sick and yeah. I am so angry right now that I can break anything. I am so pissed off. I HATE HIM!!! I hate my dad!!! I hate my mom!!! I hate them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Well, I can't go to church camp ... I am grounded for 2 weeks ... I can't go to youth group ... I can't go to church (oh! but my parents are forcing me to go with them ... but I don't want to because for many reason) and this is all for two weeks ... I am tired of everything yall ... each time that I am not stressed out (which I wasn't this morning but am now) it all falls apart.
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I have problems but it feels like no one cares but I have to care when someone has a problem ...
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My dad thinks the only reason why I go to church is because of John. It isn't and it isn't even a reason. I had stopped going to church when 7th grade started. I hated church. I hated everything that had to do with God because I was so angry at him. But I slowly started to go back last year (freshmen year) and I have kind of been going a lot now. I respect him. I love him. And I think it would be so awesome to meet him. I want to talk about God to others but I can't because it feels like I don't know anything about him or his words and stuff.
Brooke has relaxed me a little ... thank you.
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Please, someone call me. I really want to talk and I will talk to anyone who wants to hear me complain and can deal with me crying and my whole craziness ... if you need my number, get it from me online or from someone who has my number
I love you John. 7 months tomorrow yall!!!
-Stephanie
p.s. and John, I'll say it for you, "I told you so ..." | | |
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Amor!Love!Mucho Amor!Much Love!
I say, "You should call me if you get bored."
Thursday was a good day. It went by fast. Was out with my parents until 3 because I had to go to work and I don't know why I was with my parents.
Friday was great! Until I got home from work. I got my paycheck! ($100.13)! It was so relaxing all morning. It felt good outside so I read for hours (and hours!) in my backyard reading three books: No Place Like Home, Hair Styles of the Damned, and The Bible. Left for work at 3:30 got home at 8:30 then it all went down hill from there. I was praying that it would be just as relaxing and calm as it was this morning. But it wasn't. I am glad my parents don't care that I hate them because I don't care that they don't care. My dad keeps saying that everything about me and who I am have changed dramatically. I am meaner and have a bigger attitude than before. My grades have slipped a lot and other stuff. I only agree with the grades part. My grades have dropped but that is my fault for talking to much to people in class and not turning in my homework (even when it is done). Ah, but whatever. I don't see things getting better between my parents and me ... not for awhile. My dad is thinking about moving ... again. Out of state. Colorado or some state up North. I don't want to but my mom and dad do. They hate it here.
Oh my goodness! I had the one of the most crazy dreams ever! It was a musical and I could sing! Everyone ho was in it could. People who were in it were: John, Travis, David, Matt, Craig, Rachel, Cheyenne, Chloe, Brittany, the devil, God, and of course me. It was crazy! Like, all of us were eating and we were also at the park, so we were playing games. Then all of a sudden you hear laughter and it was God walking with the devil, who happen to be soaking wet. The devil said something like this, "Dude, not cool." God said, "Haha, that was payback from starting that war last a few years ago." Then all of a sudden God started singing "The Time Warp" and dancing to it as well. And we all joined in. And oh my goodness a lot more crazy stuff had happen. Pretty good laugh though ...
Well, I work tomorrow (Saturday). 3:00 to 8:30. Don't work Sunday. Work Monday from 1:00 to 6:30. Off Tuesday and Wednesday. Work Thursday and Friday. (Don't remember the times.) Someone call me and lets do something! Okay?
Love you John! 
-Stephanie | | |
| YAH! School is out! And I'll be a junior!
I have no idea what I am doing this summer. What ever happens will happen ... it just better be good
I saw X-Men 3 and it was awesome. It is a must go and see ...
That has got to be my favorite part of "Move Along" by the All-American Rejects ...
So a day when you've lost yourself
completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Wow! I went and still am going through my CDs and I found like a lot of music and bands that I like loved ...
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The Ataris
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Modest Mouse
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Okay Go
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SwitchFoot
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Story of the Year
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Jamie Cullum
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Blink182
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ColdPlay
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GreenDay
That is just some of them ...
"I Miss You" by Blink-182, I love the beginning of that song ... and I love that song "Always" & "Adams Song". I can keep going on with this, but I am not .
But some awesome bands that I have found and have been listening to are:
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Mute Math
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Thrice
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the Hoodies
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30 Seconds to Mars
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Angels and Airwaves
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Pink Spiders
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Teddy Geiger
Eh, there is more but I am to lazy right now to type the rest, haha ...
-Stephanie
Love you John
p.s. John Denver kind of has some awesome music
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| Okay yall, what's up? Last day of school is ... THURSDAY!
I want to read a good book. Does anyone know any good ones? If yall do, please tell me.
Today was good. My head hurts right now though and I am so bored! Someone please call me and lets do something today! Like, now! If I don't do anything today, then I'll be pissed cause I am tired of staying at home. Whatever happen to my great friends? If not, then I know yall hate me ... all of yall.
-Stephanie
Hmmm, so many challenges have come up this week. I think I'll look on the bright side ... Dear God, I must say this ... You are very funny
Love you John
*kisses* & *kisses*
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